Being allowed 6 dolls to go to this Washington DC Doll & Bear Show, I've managed to struggle through 4. I didn't realize how much nerves and stress can mess up your groove. I finally got the first two on the web site and have already began to have second thoughts. I almost decided today that I'd just NOT send the dolls and not sink anymore money into this.
My mood lately is just horrible. I think it's got a lot of impact on my confidence and wanting to actually follow through with this thing. I hate this funk, sometimes it's hard to shake it off and function. I'm sore, I'm tired and I can't seem to get enough sleep. Lately, I just hate everything and have been avoiding people that bother me the least little bit. Hopefully this new house in KY is gonna rock my world and I'll start doing a little better than I'm doing now with everything. Oh, and I really hate moving. I hate it with a passion. I can't count how many times I've moved in my life. It sucks, it sucks, it sucks...
